wohin?
wozu?
mit wem?
wie lange?
jede frage ohne Antwort,
aber würdest Du einen Schritt gehen
wäre auch nur die erste Antwort sicher?
hättest Du soviel Mut? egal ist aber
auch keine Lösung, die Hoffnung auf morgen
führt Dich nicht, sondern
das winzige Glück
im jetzt
Copyright 1998 Andrea Reinhardt
nichts klappt
dann rufst du an
deine stimme.....
was mache ich
wenn du
nicht anrufst
nie mehr anrufst
das überlebe ich nicht
aber wahrscheinlich
klappt dann
noch nicht mal
das
Copyright 1998 Andrea Reinhardt
Summer is the aggregate of all nights in which you can lay in wet grass at 3am and enjoy a fresh wind on your bare skin.
If I had a band to name, I'd name it Feiera, because feiera.band is still available and costs only 2,50 a month.
Haven't published everything always, don't want to publish everything, would want to include everything but couldn't. So using public Git repositories would always be accompanied by a feeling of imperfection.
Apart from cloning and occasionally updating others' repositories I've never used them. I'm not used to using Git and I don't struggle with not using it. So starting to do so now would require me to hurdle quite some hurdle. I never used it. Why would I start now?
I've noticed that the point where it would have been a good idea and would have made a lot of sense to get accustomed to using Git has long passed. So by starting now or in the future I would admit that I didn't take the hurdle when it would have been the right thing to do - when the best time to do so was near the present. I would admit to doing some things not the right way in the past if I would start to do them right from now on. It's easier to pretend that the way it always has been is the right way - the way I'm used to doing things.
That all makes no logical sense. It would be an improvement to start using Git for some things, be it coding projects, any category of texts that I have on my computers, any collection of files, ... The costs of these improvements would be hard disk space, which isn't all that rare for me nowadays and getting used to using Git, which isn't complicated.
So why don't I even try to use it in some cases? Well, I've just honestly told you my three reasons.
As foreseen I've made slow progress in development of SBWG, the script that generates this web site, because I want to test and improve it with the current feature set before I start to implement new features. The former is necessary. The latter is more fun. But today I've reached a point where I can say that the only thing left to do before I call it v1.0.0 is testing edge cases and things that I didn't think of testing before, as well as fixing potential bugs discovered from this testing.
So, version 0.9.6 is out, everything is working, The README file, other documentation included in the package, the example website, the included style sets and partly even the code quality has been deemed satisfactory, and I hope I'll find the time to test all sorts of weird stuff and discover and fix some bugs next month, at which point version 1.0.0 will be published and I'll finally be able to allow myself to start working on new features, some of which are awaited by both regular users of the script.
Ich scheine einen neuen Marker des Erwachsenseins erreicht zu haben:
Ich werde bei der kommenden Bundestagswahl taktisch waehlen.
Das Ziel dabei ganz klar: Eine Regierung ohne CDU-Beteiligung, wenn irgendwie moeglich.
So weit, so gut. Nur habe ich durch den Entschluss jetzt immer noch keinen Plan, wen genau ich wählen werde. Wieder die Linke zu wählen waere der sicherste Weg, keine CDUige Regierung zu unterstuetzen, aber hat warscheinlich am Ende auch gar keinen Einfluss auf ne Regierungsbildung...
Also SPD, weil nochmal "Gro"-Ko dann doch deutlich unwahrscheinlicher scheint, als schwarz-grün?
wenn morgens die Bäckereiverkäuferin fragt:
"was arbeiten sie zur Zeit"
antworte ich zögernd
"über die Wahrheit"
"ach ja" entgegnet sie zerstreut,
ich bezahle schnell und gehe.
Davon kann frau natürlich keine Brötchen kaufen,
viele von uns gehen putzen
manche bezahlt
manche sind verheiratet.
Xanthippe hatte geheiratet,
um die Wahrheit zu suchen,
tat es mit dem Größten ihrer Zeit,
über Kinder und Haushalt
vergaß sie niemals
die Suche nach Wahrheit,
doch wir vergaßen,
ihr Suchen aufzuschreiben
und erinnern uns nur
an die keifende Hausfrau
Copyright 1998 Andrea Reinhardt